fuck.. pain.

[schmoo]

what a day.. what a week.... weekend... it's not over yet. so many things.. so many situations and conversation... so much confusion...... sometimes i wish i could just seal my lips and walk away. but i've already said that multiple times

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Paul, my friend,

[kakistos]

The past is evil, I'll give you that, but don't ever forget it. Don't try to lose it or get rid of it. It's what makes you who you are, besides the fact that if you forgot what already happened you might make the same mistakes again, and you're a pretty awesome guy I think.

Blue skies are coming your way... I'd say sometime next week. =D

Re: Paul, my friend,

[schmoo]

pssh. i hope so.. although i highly doubt it.

boy if only i knew you ...

[xshoot_mex]

i wish i knew you better. i wiould listen to you. i dont even know you and i feel for you.i have felt the same way.i have been through simlar problems .and i have wanted to die.i know what that feeling is like .but you have to think about the people who care about you .i dont even know you and now...i wish i did .so i could make you feel better.
i hope you are okay now .i hope all is getting better for you .good luck
<3 amanda

Re: boy if only i knew you ...

[schmoo]

so talk to me sometime.. my SN is

xXxDragMeDownxXx .... and know me so you can help

i really need help..

Re: boy if only i knew you ...

[xshoot_mex]

welcome to amandas buddylist...
smile;)<3amanda

Paul . . .

[aceplayer]

Whenever you post an entry like this one I worry about you. It just doesn't sound the Paul I know. Even though we don't talk much outside of band, I'm always here.

Your life is bound to take a turn for the better. Just hang in there.

Re: Paul . . .

[schmoo]

i'm.... sorry?

:closes eyes:

[misanthropicone]

err i wish i could be with you right now and try to take away all that pain.
>_<
:pouts:
smile! i love you ^_^