First off, is it me or does every other entry that I write start with something along the lines of "Jesus, I am such a whiny baby." Oh well, that's what this is here for, yeah ( Read more... )

Here's the only way that I can explain it ( Read more... )

I have that song stuck in my head. Probably because I feel so frigging stuck ( Read more... )

I am lucky. So unbelievably lucky. I have 2 beautiful kids, I have a nice roof over my head, food in the fridge, all the comforts that one could ask for, a job I love, good friends. I have a lot of *love* in my life... Loves that others only read about- with all of its ups and downs. I'm beyond lucky. And yet, there are times when I sit here ( Read more... )

Things are potentially starting to look up in regards to the work situation. Either way, I kind of finally feel like closure is imminent. And THAT is a good thing.

Is it awful that I'm highly contemplating a glass of wine at 4pm in the afternoon?

I am just so ungodly stressed out... all the time.

Last night I didn't sleep at all bc C is teething. Ughhhhhh. So today, I'm like a sloth. It's awesome. Or just depressing.

Wah wah day.

And, I chose the latter. No shock there, right? I'm back to working PT. It's fine. It's so so so so so so much better than when I was ushering. I don't know why, but I just couldn't take it. I could not stand there and pretend to be enjoying myself there in that capacity- at all. At least now, I do stuff. Kind of. I still wish I were doing more ( Read more... )

I get that part of that song from "A Chorus Line" stuck in my head all the time lately ( Read more... )

Except for maybe you.

I don't really have anything to say. I just felt like typing... seriously. Odd ( Read more... )