I feel like I have lost myself. Maybe not completely. But I am in the woods. I have lost myself and relationships with my friends. Not completely gone but fading. How did this happen? Is it me? Is it them? I can't help but wonder where I went wrong. In anything, in school, in life, in friendships, and in "relationships". How does that happen, when ( Read more... )

Bitter Betty has come to visit and she is over staying her welcome. I have completely and utterly screwed myself. I am most 85% sure that I will fail two of my summer classes ensuring me another wonderful semester at school. Wonderful, another 6 months guaranteed of living at home. and in this god forsaken state. I keep ripping off little pieces of ( Read more... )

reading back to the last entry I wrote almost 1 year ago, I feel so far from that entry yet so entirely close, which scares me. I went on to have probably the most amazing summer of my life. And now, I am back in that place. Even worse off than I ever thought I could possibly be. I wish there was an answer as to why. Why anything? I am sick of shit ( Read more... )

have you ever felt as if you had nothing. i feel empty. its like im missing something or someone that has never been in my possession. its a horrible feeling. and staying in this house is definately not helping my situation. i remember the episode of greys anatomy when one of the doctors said "i cant help but wonder if i disappeared would anyone ( Read more... )

Please tell me ANONYMOUSLY something you like about me.

Then copy this into your journal, and other people will respond in kind.

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