...for introducing me to this song. I've been very happy lately and it's great to feel that way. But when I look back at certain times in my life...I kind of wish I would have known about this song. I was gonna post a link to it on here but the damn hosting site I use won't let me host it for some odd reason. Maybe later I dunno. Anyways, read the ( Read more... )

Ok...so I'm determined to make this pair of jeans I just bought into my "new" favorite jeans. To some, this may sound utterly disgusting, but I intend to wear these jeans everyday when I'm not at work (with the exception of going out) until they become like my second skin. That's the only way to do it. Ok, I'm not going to sleep in them either but ( Read more... )

Life is a messed up thing...it's not perfect and it will never be. You're boyfriend/girlfriend my break your heart, you may lose your job, you're car, a best friend, a famliy member. As horrible as those among other situations like that may be, they are bound to happen...and will happen. It's going to hurt, you're going to feel lost...but you can't ( Read more... )

WHAT IS LOVE....

What is love? When we claim that it's love that we have for someone, are we correct? Something to ponder upon.....

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't love, it's like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't love, it's lust.

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This weekend I realized something....that life is one beautiful thing. And in the words of my friend Tom..."The world is to beautiful to be stressed". Life is about choices, your own choices. You choose everything. You choose who you let into your "own little world". You choose who you trust, you choose who you love, you choose your friends, you ( Read more... )

Virtue - (vûr
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This time a week ago, I was getting ready to endure one of the hardest days of my life. That was hell. Yes I had a lot of support from my friends and family, but it was still hell. A week has passed and I still have the spots from tears and makeup on my suit. The white shirt I wore has been washed yet the marks of sadness and loss are still there. ( Read more... )

Today was by far the hardest day of my life. I had to say my final goodbye to my brother. Up until today, I had always thought that saying goodbye to my mother was going to be the hardest thing i'd ever have to do. Again that was til today. My mother was sick. She had been for almost 6 years before she passed away. When she did, it seemed like it ( Read more... )

Please Lord I pray
Don't ever let me be alone
I know you're gonna be by my side
I'm not on my own
When I lose sight
Through all my fears
I'll think of you
And there will be no more tears
As I lay me down
Help me forget these tragedies
Returning me these memories
Amen

It's amazing what a loss will do to you. Today I lost someone very dear to me. I lost my mother exactly 1 year and 3 months ago and I was hoping to not have to experience that pain again for a long time. Unfortunately I did today. The feeling is so unexplainable. You don't know whether to cry, to hit something, to take blame, feel regrets...you're ( Read more... )