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[schwarze_feen]

I'm always amazed at how androgynous emo boys can be. It's amazing-- they all dress and (for the most part) act the same way, so it's impossible to feel out their sexual tendencies by simply glancing at them. You have to really watch those fuckers to even get a hint

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[mikermelon]

Hah! Nunsense would've been hilarious!

Sadly, I wear size 40 pants... :'( But I'm getting smaller, I think. Somehow.

MAN I straighten my hair everyday. I couldn't live without my flat iron. Now, my roommate can't either. I've gotten her hooked on it. I love my hair. And I love you! HAH!

[schwarze_feen]

Different bodies are built differently. Ever since I basically stopped eating so much, I've been losing weight. It's funny, though, because the only time I eat is when I'm with friends, so they're like "All you ever do when you're with us is eat. How are you losing weight?" It's actually kind of funny.

I'm going to go to a salon or something and find the gayest man I can to cut it, then I'm going to say "Honey, I need some intervention-- fast. And if I know a gay man, it doesn't matter what I say: you've had your vision and you're going to do it your way. So cut, girl."

[mikermelon]

Hahaha, he'd probably squeal and say "sweetie, you're my new favorite!"

[32nd_flavor]

Awesome idea! everyone would love that. do you have "the last 5 years" cd you could let me borrow sometime? the only parts i've heard are what you and ashley did before chamber would start.

I hate sounding like my mother... but you know i'm concerned about you. As for me, i've gained 15 fucking pounds since christmas, so now i'm at the lowest "Acceptable" weight for my height. craziness.

38 days until spe ♥

[schwarze_feen]

Congratulations on gaining weight. Actually, I haven't weighed myself in a long time. I'm afraid I won't weigh what I feel I weigh. :P
When I say I'm not eating, I'm not really serious. I just eat a little less-- not like "one banana a day and some water, celery with peanut butter and a diet coke" less, but just... smaller portions at meals. I have to stop stuffing myself every time I eat and start eating 4-6 small meals during the day to keep my metabolism rolling. So yeah.

Glad you approve of the musical idea. :D

[acomment]

love you. and I envy your confidence on every level.
you'll think of something, don't worry.
be sure to post pictures of your new look when you get into it.

[schwarze_feen]

Oh my god, you're my favorite. I'm going to need as much support for this as possible, and the more people that want to get involved, the better! This show is going to be Alabama's premier performance of "The Last Five Years," so I have to make certain it is breathtaking. I'm SO excited.

[thepianist]

damn...

i didnt realize u used to wear a 40 42...
i wear a fucking 30....
6 in girls...

i have breasts though
bitch tits, or chocolate lumps, which ever u want

[schwarze_feen]

I have fucking manboobs, too, but I'm working my pecs, so hopefully they'll turn into a nice chest.

Yeah. 40-42. Now I could wear a 34. As I was saying, the pants I bought just a few days ago are kind of big. I swear to god, if my hips don't go the fuck away I'm just going to scream.

[dreamer2621]

oh, chase.

you're lovely.

i hope your summer is going smoothly,
shaina.

[schwarze_feen]

I hope yours is going well, too. *hug* I haven't talked to you at aaaall. Then again, I haven't talked to many ASFA people.
Oh my god, Jill Tro...(glin? I feel bad) called me and asked me to write this article thing about ASFA and how it has inspired me and helped me grow and aided in my future (blah, blah, blah) today. For some reason I just felt like sharing that with you.

And you're lovely, too. ♥

I'll see you.