August 14...2007.  Christ.  Its already almost 2008.  What the hell is my life coming to.  These are the fucking years i'm supposed to look back on?  Cheer up things will get better?  I'm fucking 22 and I feel like every day grows darker than the next.  Everything good and whole in me has died.

I feel like I'm F A D I N G   A W A Y    L  I  K    E ( Read more... )

No matter how hard I try I can't find a damn job.  As a result my car died and I haven't had any money to fix it.  I'm at the mercy of any job that will take me that can give me hours...but no matter how hard i try i can't find one.  I just got kicked out of my house basically...and I have no where to go, no money to work my way into a living ( Read more... )

I feel i'm in a point of my life where love is the worst thing I could ever need.  Yet, I feel her draw me closer every day.  Every damn day it gets harder to see her without falling for her more, and I don't understand it.  I don't get it at all.  I think you were right, I think I just need to find someone else a little more available.  All I know ( Read more... )