I just went back and read over the past 3 years of my journal. wow. i used to be a lot better off. and i used to KNOW i could keep doing better. i hate to see that ive lost so much hope and faith in myself. and i feel so fucking alone.

And I need to rent a room! February 3rd at the latest...

ive been putting this off every day for that amount of time. i miss you, livejournal. and i need you. i havent written a thing. not a single word anywhere. its because im ashamed of myself and my life. i still feel i am a good person. just wasting my potential and life. i work and i drink and sleep and eat... i try to figure out a way to do ( Read more... )

3 Apr 2009 20:00
DIY FEST 4 Day 1 Raleigh/Durham/TBA, North Carolina
4 Apr 2009 20:00
DIY FEST 4 Day 2 Raleigh/Durham/TBA?, North Carolina

Old Crow Medicine Show

07 Jun 2008, 20:00
749 Broad St., Augusta, Georgia 30901
Cost : $24

Tickets are available beginning May 10th at 10 a.m. at the Imperial Theatre Box Office, Tuesday - Friday from 10am to 4pm, and Saturday from Noon to 4pm (706.722.8293). Tickets are also available at imperialtheatre.com.

I miss last year. City Year is not AmeriCorps. City Year is a corporate monster that does not care. Somehow with a 501c3

i just woke up ( Read more... )

So far I have served a total of 1,603 hours. There are 52 days of work left. If I serve the min. amount of hours each of those days then my total at graduation will be 2,161 hours. But it will be much higher than that. I have served an average of 66.79 hours each week. And with City Year... only about 1/2 of those hours are service. The rest is ( Read more... )

I just heard it for the first time ( Read more... )

Finally, I found the book I wanted to quote. I Wish There was Something that I could Quit by Aaron Cometbus. Ready, Set, Go ( Read more... )