I know I haven't posted in a really long time. It's been a bitch of a semester. Well as good news seems to travel so quickly around McEachern High School, I'm sure people have been taking things I've said and twisting them as usual. So for clarity's sake I figure I'd better post them here, straight from my mouth ( Read more... )

I realize that sometimes my actions get misconstrued as being annoying, but the truth is I care about people. It's probably because I'm an only child that I care for my friends so much. I guess it's also my own run ins with death that make me feel that every firend I have and every moment I have with them is important. When people call me ( Read more... )

OK Since everyone apparently needs it spelled out for them ( Read more... )

People have sent a lot of comments in the past few posts. Being a Sinfonian, and that being where the problems are coming from I can only allude to them here. Unless you have gone through the process of becoming a member there are certain things you will never know about such an esoterical orginization, or how violating people can be when they ( Read more... )

Why am I constantly mocked behind my back by those I think I can trust? I hate always sticking up for people and being there for them and then they say, "Oh well, I need to leave; maybe some other time." Why is it I can always find the time to drop everything for their needs but when I need a friend they need to leave and do something else, ( Read more... )

I'm in such a fucking slump even Sinfonia Songs aren't cheering me up now.

I'm so tired of being there for everyone else when they need someone and then getting the shit end of the stick when I need someone to vent to. It really hurts that the people I help the most are the ones who always seem to be inconvienenced when I need a hand or someone to talk to. I'm sick of leaving the building at night, drained because I've ( Read more... )

If there is one thing I hate more than anything in the world it's seeing my friends hurt. Worse than that is when they are my family as well (yes Sinfonia is my family, and fuck anyone who says differently). I hate seeing people squander gifts they have been given and that just happened to my brother when someone took the bigest gift he could ( Read more... )

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Why must people make it a point to make others feel lower than dirt? I can't understand those people who must incessantly put you down every time they see you. Especially when they are your peers and are supposed to support you. The worst thing in a school of music is to insult another musician's skill, with malice as the intention. But to ( Read more... )