Sometimes, I truly want to go somewhere new and start everything over.

I have been thinking a lot about where I fit in my family. Most days I feel like I don’t belong anywhere, like I’m an alien they found somewhere and took home.

When I went to college, my family changed. My parents split up and I’m not all woe is me about it, because we knew it was coming, but it was big for me for different reasons. My family was ( Read more... )

I got in to this and have spent the last day or two reading my entries. I have a lot of feelings and thoughts about what I read. There was a lot I liked about myself then. I was spontaneous, loving, had different hobbies, was fiercely protective of my friends and the people I love. I’m sure I was problematic, too. There are a few posts with ( Read more... )

God, Jamie Dornan. You sexy, sexy beast. And Josh Dallas, you sexy beast too. Sebastian Stan, where are you! TRIFECTA ( Read more... )

...But I am part of a Taylor Swift community and I found this article calling her a feminist nightmare ( Read more... )

So it's almost the new year and I figured that I should update or something because I haven't in ages. I'm on winter break now. This past semester was my worst yet, grade-wise; I got a 3.25 overall, but I think with all the drama that went on...not too bad, I guess ( Read more... )

She always believed in perfection, in living out the movie script in her head. Life, for her, had not gone the way it was supposed to. Her family was never that of the tradition sort; alcohol and highly vocal fights often fueled their festivities. She fell asleep night after night to steady, dulcet fury over cars, the house, credit card bills and ( Read more... )

Life is life, I suppose. I had a weird day yesterday, but everyone has those. Nothing necessarily went wrong but nothing went right either. A lot is happening, I suppose and I'm a bit tired. But that's okay. I'm keeping up with everything ( Read more... )

Ohhh my gosh. I just ran like 7 blocks to make a delivery man's delivery. Ahhh. Oh, college <3

I'm exhaaauuusteddd. We rearranged vaguely. I sleep in la madre's room now and she sleeps in the basement, or on a couch? I'm not sure and I feel guilty. I am a bad daughter...sigh. My back hurts ( Read more... )