why does life make me so busy. i can't just sit down for 2 seconds without having to get up and do something else again. and life has too many choices to make. I hate not knowing the answers to life, it sucks. school sucks and i have no clue what i am going to be doing in a year from now, well, i really don't know what i am going to be doing in ( Read more... )

hey everybody...no i'm not dead, just had a break. i just got cabel internet and now it doesn't take forever to do this stuff so i figured why not. things are going pretty well from my end. I am working at a church as their music intern and i love it. the staff there is fantastic and...i just love it. it is weird getting paid to write music ( Read more... )

Florida was amazing, just for the simple fact that it wasn't anywhere near michigan and it wasn't anywhere near work and it was warm!!!!! i had a blast!

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i want school to be done now!!!! i hate it!!!!! i can't stand papers and all that stuff, it drives me nuts. so does the winter. summer and no school sounds really good right now. spring break is coming up in about 2.5 weeks, but that i just like a teaser for what is to come. and it also sucks because it marks the halfway point in the school ( Read more... )

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i am absolutly blown away. tonight was outstanding. i didn't expect to be playing in a worship service tonight but it was amazing and so much fun and very humbling. a lot of stuff happened tonight that kind of went along with stuff that happened in church on sunday night. I haven't changed, life itself hasn't gotten better or worse (i still ( Read more... )

Yes, i am aware that i am single, V-day only helps to remind me of that. not a big deal though, really, i like being single. the way i see it, there are more perks. for starters, you know how many presants i had to buy today...NONE!!!! that is good right there. I really like being single, if something comes up i wouldn't object, but for right ( Read more... )

i had somewhat of a life changing experience in church tonight, got a lot of things off my chest. and i really feel better. I really had some insentive this time. first and fore most, i needed to get right with God and let him know that i am not doing this for me anymore, that i am His tool to use how he sees fit. and the persuit of females is ( Read more... )

i had a great weekend. i was at springhill with kyle and damon and holly and sarah. we had a blast. tubing was fun and jumping fences was painfull and falling on ice was humorous. so it was a good trip, and when i got back i went to brittany's church and they had just started a serise on sex. i found out that the average amount of time that it ( Read more... )