I really don't know what I'm going to do. I see my life crumbling down around me, and I am trapt. If I can't pull myself out this time..... then I don't think I'll make it. I will lose everything. I'll lose my car. I'll lose everything I can built with my family. They have stuck it out for me since August, and I have done nothing but let them down ( Read more... )

Well, technicly it's christmas, and here we are. It's snowing, which gave me the chance to drive in snow for the first time in my life. Oh and warning, those signs that say "Warning ice on bridge" that you always laugh at..... yeah, they make since now........lol. This time of year has changed so much. In the past it ment so much. "The Holidays ( Read more... )

Ok, I had a convo with boozer and it was funny, and I've got nothing else in here to write so yeah. Enjoy ( Read more... )

Well today was........ I really don't know how to explain it. You see, I am trying to get this job at Uniform Components. It's a train yard. No big deal right. Well I went and took a drug test on Monday, and they said it would be like 3 days, which is Wednesday, before the results would come in. I don't get in touch with them until Friday and of ( Read more... )

Ashley, I love you so much. And I hate it when I forget things, even though I do it alot. But you should know by now, that how much I remember does not show how much I love you............lol ( Read more... )

Well damn it. I wrote two other times today and niether of them showed up. That's crap. Oh well, I really don't remember what all I said, so I'm not gonna even try. But I will say that I'm waiting to hear back from the train yard on my drug test...... cause I already kinda quit village pizza.......lol
bye

<3 ALWAYS
Scooby

Well, ya'll probably think the world is gonna end. Because I already wrote in here once today. And now I'm writting again.... Now that's just crazy..........lol. WellI spent most of my day in the garage lifting some odd weights, and brushing up on my grinding. I put a sharp on all of the axes and hoes, and wut ever else needed grinding ( Read more... )

Well, I know that it has been a really long time since I have put anything in this journal. I just haven't really been on here alot at all. I have alot of things that I got got wrapped up in, which I'm really not going to go into detail in right now. But if you really know me then you probably already have this information. I really need to find a ( Read more... )

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