I feel a lot like crap!

I'm so tired and bored it's terrible how I so just want to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah I so want to go out a like party. PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!!! Whatever. I feel extremely weak right now...even though I'm not. It's weird. I can't believe on One Life To Live they killed off Duke! WTF? which reminds me ( Read more... )

I really want to hit myself in the face. I'm sad right now...:'(

SO yeah....I am officially an SAI sister. Yay for being super excited. After the actual initiation we exchanged gifts....and heck yeah the ones Sasha and I gave our Bigs were AWESOME!!!!!! You know how Sasha and I have Thing 1 and Thing 2 sweatshirts...well....we made our Bigs Thing 1's Big and Thing 2's Big T-shirts. They were so Effing ( Read more... )

So I try and make everything seem okay in my mind but that doesn't really help. I don't feel okay. I think there is just so much stuff going on it's hard to feel fine. I mean between exams....family...friends...and other shit...it's just too much. I kinda don't know what to do anymore. But whatever.

I don't even know anymore. I'm ion a bad mood...I haven't slept in like forever. Good news...my music composition wasn't due today...he looked it over and said if I correct a few minor errors it will def. be an A. HOW SWEET IS THAT????? I just got home from a friends surprise 21st birthday party...so I am so tired!!!! Ehhhh...it was fun though ( Read more... )

So the choir concert was tonight. It was pretty freakin good. There were a few little mistakes but that doesn't really matter. I really liked choir this year and I'm so going to miss DR. Bass. He reminds me of a nice Mr. Jacobs...you know like Jacobs quality...but he's just nice. Ehhh I'm going to miss him ( Read more... )

I feel kind of blah right now. I don't really know. I'm pretty excited about initiation into SAI! I think it's going to be so much fun. The formal should be fun (maybe) and I'm sure retreat is going to be cool. I'm just kind of excited ( Read more... )

I don't really understand what's going on...like at all.

I'm a loser and I'm not going to have a date for the SAI formal...but like who'd want to go anywhere with me....:(

Ummm finals...ewwwww

Singing....yeah like I can do that....

Blah...

I feel really confused right now. I hate those weird life problems where you don't know what to do and you don't know who to talk to. I don't understand why everything always has to be so complicated. Why can't life just happen and be good to the good people and bad to the bad people. Is that so stupid to ask for ( Read more... )