ok, so has anyone ever looked through their archives?? well thats what i did today! man i had some serious issues and never really realized it. im glad that i am better now! some stuff is funny to read, and the memories are awesome! im only up to around graduation time though, and damn, did i hate school!!! well just thought id tell people that ( Read more... )

so i hadnt got a haircut in over a year, and yes, i measured it, almost 20 inches long, and for me, thats long! so finally i couldnt take it anymore, too many split ends, too much wavyness, and frizz!!! so i got about 2 1/2 inches off and wow, it feels amazing and healthy!! its so cute too! i also checked my grades today.. somehow i pulled it off ( Read more... )

oh my god, was the OC good tonight! it just really makes me sad though about everything, and literally, i mean everything! .... more later

well, its raining outside today i woke up 4pm. i took a 2 hour drive along the beach today cause i needed to think and then i realized that i think too much. and what i was thinking about, just shouldnt have even crossed my mind. i think im getting upset about stupid things. and i really miss my friends. i have so much stress right now, and its all ( Read more... )

ok, so how come on the night that the oc is suposed to be the best, george muthafucking bush has to make some stupidass speech??? I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED RIGHT NOW so to anyone who saw tonight episode, PLEASE tell me what happened.

well i dont have much time but... i was suposed to go to indiana for the weekend but weather in atlanta kept me from doing so, so when i got home i felt some really bad pain in my left kidney, but i really didnt think anything of it, well my mom was down here visiting my dad and she told me that if it got worse to wake her up, so around 6am i ( Read more... )

i think that i just keep digging myself deeper and deeper into a narrow hole. i need something to help me, like thank you everyone for your thoughts and if you want to keep helping that would be awesome! but i really need something to happen, and if it has to be, maybe neither of them would be the right choice. i feel like i fucked this one up ( Read more... )

WOW! sometimes i really am dumb! so last night was daylight savings right? well my friends and i talked about it earlier in the night, and well i forgot all about it, i told my dad id be home by 1 but i ended up getting home at 2 which really was 3 and it still never clicked that i was supposed to change the time. so today i slept til my clock ( Read more... )

I am lost and confused right now.... i guess its time to start asking questions. why do i have to open my mouth? i think i just fucked stuff up, but i dont know yet. and the other? still not sure. i just wish that i could have some time alone right now. i feel like i havent had any alone time in a while, and its really starting to bug me. ( Read more... )

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY.