The words always seem to come easier to me while on the computer than if i pen them by hand

The past 2 days have been an emotional roller coaster ride...for the most part i have handled it quite well. For one my ex that has been away for 5 months studying abroad in london is now home. She called yesterday while my girlfriend was over and i guess i ( Read more... )

Graduation was boring all in itself...but i think everyone knew it was going to be. They start from the left side of the gym (which is huge mind you) and they do all the liberal arts students first. the liberal art students make up almost 80 to 85% of the college students...the tech group which is what i was in was last. so we had to sit for almost ( Read more... )

Ah so the semester is finally over
...acutally my whole college experience is over...which means im offically DONE for good with college. I was talking it over with my best friend the other night as we were talking about how my older sisters college experience was/is a hella lot different than mine. I was in a 2 year course. So i only needed to go 2 ( Read more... )

So i guess things are starting to look up...i mean i do get out in 2 weeks so whats there to worry about right? Im in the process of getting my good friends therapist number so i can call her. Id much rather go to a therapist that someone i know recommends than just a random stranger....might sound weird but its how i feel.  I met a bunch of new ( Read more... )

ohhhhhhhhh boy my life just doesnt seem to get any easier haha  So the past couple of weeks me and one of my best friends, Jade (ive known her for 6 years) have been hardcore looking for an apt to live in. I espically wanted to get out since ill have to pretend to be a big boy and get a full time job since this may i graduate and am done with ( Read more... )

Well the only thing new right now besides my search for an apartment to share with my best friend is the fact that the doctor who agreed to do my Top Surgrey is now backing down. It had been a month between when i first went to see her to the 2nd consultation. The 1st visit i explained to her my situation. I was transgendered. I view myself very ( Read more... )

            I just got back from onenonta(prolly not spelled right)  to visit my friend courtney that i met in the 6th grade...so ive known her for almost 7 years...boy we have both changed a hell of alot during those 7 years. She went from being a god fearing individual who wouldnt even say god none the less say fuck or damn or shit...she swore ( Read more... )

I just dont know anymore ( Read more... )

So Sam is gone away to London and we've emailed a couple of times...just short ones letting me know she got there okay and me telling her i got her month early valentines day card that she mailed to my house before she even left for london. Its a cute card...the front of it says " My husband, My Prince charming: with a little boy dressed up like a ( Read more... )

Sam leaves sunday for a 4-5 month stay in London. We've have plenty of talks before she went away ranging from us as to where we stand emotionally and physically with eachother to how we could be when she comes back. Its a long time that she will be gone and im not putting my life on hold while she goes. It hurt me to tell her i could walk if she ( Read more... )