"i believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that  you can appreicate them when they're right. You believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together" -Marilyn Monroe. 

my thoughts flow to me faster with keys under my fingers than with a pen in my hand. Ive noticed that my life seems to come in waves.  Girls come in waves. My over thinking comes in waves. The weird feeling in my stomach like my life isnt on track comes in waves. Its like i can go for months with a completely clear head and then a whole shit load ( Read more... )

So tina is off visiting her peeps in florida and that leaves me alone at work which is never fun. So i thought ill post to keep tina updated on my ever so exciting life while she is gone. Cause i know she misses me even tho she will never admit to it. 
                So tina...i finally saw juno. It was wicked good i was stoked to finally see ellen ( Read more... )

 I never thought 1 single girl could be as confusing as this one. Back and forth...being up front then completley backing down. I dont know what she is thinking, i cant figure it out, and shes not helping me by answering me with one work answers like "ok". It bothers me to not know anything about whats going on. Im not a control person i dont need ( Read more... )

 "The most important thing i realized lately is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it"

 Ah the lovely month of decemeber full of shitty snow, cold weather and christmas. I'm acutally pretty much finished with my christmas shopping the only things i need to pick up is another git for my older sister probably something really teachery so she can wear it to work and some small stuff for the pets. Plus I'm still waiting for the one book ( Read more... )

 Tina says its time for me to update...so i do as i am told haha ( Read more... )

 My chest is healing really well. I acutally ran around my house in just boxers the other night while my ma yelled at me to get dressed but it felt so good to not have to wear anything binding my chest. The soreness in my back and neck have almost disappeared since ive stopped wearing my underworks binder and the only thing i have as a reminder of ( Read more... )

Today marks 5 days post op. Im so stoked to be able to take my binder off and look at my swollen yet noticably smaller chest. The only thing that so far has sucked is having the drains. My mom had to help me sponge back becuase i have a terrmendous fear about yanking out the drains. They suck when it comes to sleeping too i hate sleeping on my back ( Read more... )

 My surgery is tomorrow. I havent slept in almost 2 days. Im having nightmares about things going wrong so i try to stay awake as long as i can by watching movies i own or laying in bed listening to my ipod. Anything to keep my mind off what is comming so fast ( Read more... )