I don't think I could feel more at a loss than I do right now. 2005 is finally over. I made decisions which I deeply regret, lost many people who I had trusted and appreciated so greatly, and put myself in very difficult and frustrating situations. Thankfully I still have great friends who always find a way to push me forward and help me through ( Read more... )

it's been a really rough year for me, and specifically a rough couple of months but it's nights like these which make me exceedingly grateful for those who make my life a little brighter.

...and for that, i thank you.

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illbethebunny: i signed my entire life away the other day when i finalized my student loans ( Read more... )

I am leaving early tomorrow morning and I'm going to miss everyone while I am gone. And if by any (ridiculously unlikely) chance my airplane crashes or my ship sinks, I love all of you more than anything. See you on the 14th! xoxox

I've been up and down a bunch lately (as usual) but I think there has been a change in all that. For the better that is.

With all my sleepless nights I've done a lot of thinking... a LOT of thinking. I've come to many conclusions; no need to mention them but i think i have learned a lot from them. I'm a lot happier because of them. I've also ( Read more... )

Things often seem to be quite pointless. Actions seem routine, feelings seem to carry no true significance, and thoughts seem to hold nothing but doubt and despair. [insert quote which entered my mind: "Seems, madam! nay it is; I know not 'seemsEvery night while much of the earth's populace is in peaceful sleep, I lay awake thinking about life. I ( Read more... )

::: What is written below is the brood of pure frustration. I extend to each and every one of you my apologies ( Read more... )

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I was in a great mood this weekend, why on earth did it have to get shot to hell by some asshole who doesn't care and obviously never did. I wish I had it in me to tell him to fuck off and stay out of my life forever...

Things that make me happy (in no particular order):

Music
Friends
Jacuzzi-ing
Weekends
Tickling
Puns
White daisies
Singing
Sunglasses
Piggy-back rides
Paddle Tennis
Final Jeopardy
... and the list goes on.