The most familiar unfamiliar. An avenue so old it could be considered new again. Let's see how the words flow now ( Read more... )

pssst. I'm over here.

P.S. this journal is dead now.

Seasonal patterns, nights that end too soon. Something comfortable to disobey myself with; only having thoughts. Something desperate, a secret not so safe. Dangerous game ( Read more... )

A few months ago a friend, at the time, had some form of idolization of Henry Rollins and mentioned at one point that Rollins needs to always be working to keep himself sane, or something to that degree. Since then, and with my amateur exploration of 'making music,' I've come to really understand this kind of mentality. The other night I was ( Read more... )

Oh my, yes, for some reason I have agreed to the big family brunch this holiday; an awkward clusterfuck buffet in a town I don't much care for. I have the option to sleep through it, been up for almost twenty hours now, but I've opted for coffee and pineapple instead. Not sure why but I wanted to make a post, keep some electrons moving and a ( Read more... )

I don't read old entries, I let sleeping dogs rest. Sometimes the beasts are too threatening to look in the eye, sometimes they were never there at all. I found a way to remove the teeth marks, bruises and scars. Healed over, or just withdrawn, the palette clean and the burden less intense. You can't catch the breeze, but you can enjoy the stir in ( Read more... )

I had a snap realization of being in the midst of an estranged ten year anniversary. I don't know if I'd say that this is my past catching up to me, but it definitely feels like something is standing right behind me. More than likely it's myself, coming full circle or something trite like that ( Read more... )

Even if you wanted to, even if you could...Piles and piles, and all the things that they could have been, instead just wasted. Replacing the Y factor for X, and replacing all else with it; just one ( Read more... )

Whereas I would typically be making a chemically imbalanced 4am freewrite post, I'm going to do this "16 things about me" crap (for Jesse, mostly) instead ( Read more... )