It's difficult for you to pretend that you feel less passionately than you do, but others might be hesitant to engage you on your own terms now. You have a decision to make. Maintain your current intensity and accept the consequences, even if it means alienating someone. Or lighten up your presentation, no matter what you decide to do with your

I -- It -- We -- They ( Read more... )

I cannot find the balance. It eludes me ( Read more... )

So, I totally want to go right? No matter the cost of having to pinch pennies and time constaints. Getting there isn't a problem at all. However, its the getting around when I'm there that is hard. Also, getting the stuff there is a bit of a conundrum. Must find loophole goddamnit. Or I'll have to drag along someone else. Which probably wouldn't be ( Read more... )

So I bought a new Ren Faire outfit today ( Read more... )

You know, I really have to stop pushing myself so fucking hard at the gym. I go four times a week and I'll probably start going more. I push me to the limits in all the workouts I do. So much so, that my muscles spasm uncontrollably and I feel faint and dizzy. If I keep doing this I think I'm gonna pass out in exhaustion and never wake up again.

Well, my Spring Break is coming to a close. I didn't do much like most of my Spring Breaks. I've just been working and that is somewhat okay with me. I wish I could have hung out with a couple of people, but they were/are a bit hard to get a hold of. Oh well, it isn't like I can't hang out with them when school is in session again. But it was a ( Read more... )

Trip 1 - When you get off the treadmill after running for a while. It feels like you're walking really fast, but you're just going regular speed. Sort of like driving real fast on the freeway for a while then having to take side streets ( Read more... )

So Sunday was a blast. After work, I decided at the last minute that I was going to go to Whitney's birthday party. I met up with Bree, Jen, Jenny, Mikhail, and Wes -- all of whom i haven't seen in a long time. It was great to see them again. What made it better was the fact that Whitney wasn't expecting me. Regardless, it was great fun. Met new ( Read more... )

Went to a Kittie concert on Tuesday. They were amazing. 36 Crazy Fists and Walls of Jericho also played and they were pretty damn good too. (The other two sucked pretty hard.) As a spur of the moment thing I went out to dinner with Richanne (my cousin) before the concert. Sue (my aunt) had called and realized I was in the same area as Richanne, so ( Read more... )