Today was a really depressing day, and I feel really stupid right now. I lied to my mom, and messed up a lot. And the results suck ass.. and I don't get to see Mike for the next 2 weeks.. I can barely last 24 hours, I don't know how I'm gonna make 2 WEEKS!!! I'm so pissed off, but really I'm the one to blame. You see, I was supposted to be home at ( Read more... )

idk why, but when Im away from mike for even 4 days, I get depressed and really really really miss him. And I get mean, even to him, cause I just feel weird, and I dont know what to say to him.. it's not good at all. I think its cause hes going away for spring break and I'm gonna be lonely, and I dont get to see him as much as I'd like to at all ( Read more... )

I stayed home from school today cause I forgot my backpack in Nates car, and there really is no point of me going to school if I dont have any of my work- even if I had my work I didnt do any of my hw cause I didnt have my things. And not being able to see cause my glasses are in my bag-both pairs. Yesterday I tryed softball, it looked kinda fun ( Read more... )

Mike's old friend who he had been meaning to get in touch with died the other day. He was shot.. It's a really really sad story, and I feel so awful about it. Not like it's my fault- obviously.. but you know what I mean. I might go to the funeral with him on sat. I want to be there for him. I love him so much, and Idk.. sometimes I dont think ( Read more... )

It's a beautiful day out. I just went driving for about 2 hrs. and I think I'll be able to get my lisence soon, I hope. I miss Mike so much, and I've only been away from him for like.. 15 hours or so.. :-p. Maybe I'll see him later.. who knows. So, my mom told me today that the modeling thing with HighLite makes me a real model!! That's so crazy, ( Read more... )

I went to a Modeling audition/screaning thing the other day, and they told us to call back the next day to see if you were selected. So, Mike called to see if we got selected... and I did!! I can't believe it, I really didnt think I would get in.. and I didn't even get my hopes up, this is pretty cool. Not like anything will happen, but still, ( Read more... )

yeah it's.. 4:03 AM.. I can't sleep, I'm really NOT tires.. I got soo much sleep lately, I just CAN'T Sleep ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! oh look.. it's 4:04 now, make a wish ( Read more... )

I really realy Love Mike.

Im feeling quite nasty right now ( Read more... )

Back from my volenteer gig at the humain society. Ate to many hot dogs.. feeling kinda sick now.. It's snowy. Can't stop thinking about Mike... I love him to death. He's one of the only things that makes me happy right now..
I LOVE MIKE!! It's his 18th bday on the 4th :). YAY.
Still so in love, and my tummy hurts...