College sucks and I'm starting to get  depressed again. I keep asking myself why I'm doing this, but can't come up with a good answer. It feels like prison.... hollow and cold and I hate it. What there was to make High School at least a little fun isn't there in this case... and it blows hard. I'm hoping that it will get a little better, but I ( Read more... )

I slept for an insanely long amount of time.... I just woke up, it's 5:30. I did wake up early and get some of m,y college things taken care of... but that was only for about an hour. I have no idea why I was so tired, sept maybe that I'm on my period ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas To all the people I love, and love me back.
I hope that you got everything you wanted, and even if you didn't you had a wonderful Holiday full of love.
I will talk to all of you laters. I'm going to sleep and wait for Santa to come =3. Sleep well everyone and dream beautiful dreams.

Well since people asked me to post it here is my schedule:

Mondays: 12:30- 1:50 Geography
Tuesday: 12:00- 2:00 English 4:00-6:00 Math
Wednesday: same as Monday
Thursday: Same as Tuesday.
Saturday: 9:00-12:00 Photography

and that is my schedule.

I'm sitting here in my pirate hat listening to Pirates of the Caribbean dreaming of a ship... and maybe some rum :P

Okay, all of you who go... or have gone to Sierra College in NC... I need to know the teachers too look out for, both the good and the bad... I need to know by monday... I hope people respond.

I can't stop thinking about it... and it hurts. It hurts to know that no matter what, when it comes down to it... I'll be left behind. No matter how perfect I am... no matter anything.... she still  gets everything I have ever wanted.... like always ( Read more... )

Do other people live? The only person that I have really spent time with other then my family is steven... and now he is at his other friends house and I'm sitting here wondering if I have an other friends. It's almost depressing. Ihave done nothing today... and I have found that I will never do nothing for this longe EVER in my life. I have even ( Read more... )

One. Word. Survey ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today and actually didn't end up in an "I hate my body" mood... It's awesome. I got 5 shirt, that all look really good on me ^_^, two stocking tights a tummy belt and fingerless gloves. I'm really incredibly happy that I actually found clothes that not only fit me well that make me look good at the same time. The only thing that ( Read more... )