Okay other than the obvious physcological shit that i am putting myself through becuase i dont have a job, its really just starting to annoy me. Mostly because i just found out that the Trans Siberian Orchestra will be coming to birmingham in about ten days and i dont have the money to go see them. I cant even go see a movie i feel like a animail ( Read more... )

Okay first of all insomnia is a bitch cause well I wouldn't be pissed if i had been asleep. Okay so at three am there are like five channels on tv that have anything worth watching. That is history channel, discovery, national geographic, disney/toon disney, cartoon network. okay so i was being stupid and watching kim possible after about two hours ( Read more... )

Okay never mind im to tierd to bitch and i feel way to sorry for myself right now to make myself stay up and depress myself even more by writing about how i feel. peace out people.

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so yeah im still in the middle of no where and watching tv just makes me wish that was doing something working on a tv show or a movie the local dance show anything you know. there are few things that make me happy but one of them are the trashy trashy whores for those of you that dont know them should get to know them, you can find them Here i ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my birthday I turned 24. That makes me an old fart i do believe. I probably wouldnt feel this way if my life had any direction right now but at this moment i cant even get a job at walmart. I cant afford to move out to LA and i cant seem to find a production job anywhere around this area. Im that catch 22 situation where i didnt do ( Read more... )

I wish i had superpowers. Some people dont deserve the things that happen to them and i wish i had the power to stop/make it better. I never feel more helpless than when someone i love is hurt and there is nothing i can do about. On a slightly more positive not i got my computer to work agian kinda maybe. we will see how long it lasts. so i think ( Read more... )

Star Wars was pretty good. I must say not nearly as bad at i thought it would be. Visually very very pleasing. I liked seeing the A-wings they made me happy. Yoda kicked some ass im not sure why exactly he stopped kicking ass though. There were you usual darth vaders, jedi nights, there was a hottie as the slave girl outfit from Return of the Jedi ( Read more... )

Normally when i write an updated journal its cause im usually pissed of mostly cause of one person so i figure i would try and vent some positive energy for one. Im going to try and update this more frequently with me moving and stuff it will be a good way for people to keep up with me. Speaking of wich the job hunt continues, I have seen some ( Read more... )

alright who is up for getting sloshed? I need to forget things. Any takers. It could be a once and a life time thing scott drunk to a stupor, has potential to be hil-fucken-larious