Schazi is sick for some reason. She is getting shakes and trying to break out of the house. she is afraid and whining and wont leave my side. Ivehad to take her to rehearsals and put her on doggy downers (Valium). I feel so helpless. This is my baby my dog that I fought to adopt, that I took care of and walked and sat in the bathroom with during ( Read more... )

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I feel as if Im on the brink of some new pattern.

BLEH DAY!
....although I am ECSTATIC about my psuedo niece Updike....;-)

YAY for her mama!

Well, Monday was my 19th birthday, and it was awful.
So many things have happened im the past 3 days dont even know when to start.
Thank god for Leon.

Last night was pretty much wonderful, beautiful, amazing ( Read more... )

So...he has finally asked me to move to L.A with him.....
am I ready for that? gah!

I was having a conversation with a very esteemed friend of mine about relationships. Is there a point where conversation dies...? Can two people be so compatible to oneanother where conversation isn't important?

Well?

When it comes down to it...it taste like awesome...and so it shall be awesome....and thats all I have to say about my wonderful day yesterday...for it really was awesome.

But now Im going to take a shower and catch 40 winks before I head out....I did too much today on 2 hours of sleep.

Im so enthralled with this man.

I feel so torn right now. After everything we've been through Im wondering what Im doing ( Read more... )