Just realised how long its been since ive posted here. A lots happened in a year i suppose, been with my gf since end of march, we're heading to new york at the end of april for her 21st. she knows all about my trans stuff, although i still havent seen about it yet, its something i want to deal with but its just hard getting the nerves to go do it ( Read more... )

Haven't been saying much recently. Looks like theres nothing much to report on. I'm doing ok with life and stuff, actually feeling the clouds beginning to lift on a more permanent basis :) Hmm ok thats all I can think of, maybe thats all I need to say :)

Peace

Ste x

OK..I could kick myself for being so drunk last night that I can't remember having a beautiful girl sitting on my lap with her arm around me. I do remember her dancing with her ass practically in my face though. Can't believe I chickened out of taking things further. NEXT TIME! OH YES! :) When me and my mate Martin get together we always seem to ( Read more... )

Woohoo I am now the proud owner of a beautiful, left-handed, cherry-red Epiphone SG. And damn does it play sweetly!
I'm really missing affection just now. You know the kind of affection you get when you're lying in the arms of a beautiful girl. Thats what I'm missing just now. Kinda feeling now like I'll never have that again :( Gahhh

OK..I always liked my fat bottom lip (one of the few physical qualities I actaully like about myself) but I think its going to be my downfall for a while. I got my lip pierced a few days ago, but I think my lip is too fat for the ring, which isn't exactly small. Oh well, I'll just have to put up with it for six weeks until I can change over to a ( Read more... )

Well my access to the net has been limited since getting back home coz the rents are decorating the house. So yeah, I'm now 21!! Happy birthday to me and all that :) Got me a cool effects pedal for the geetar and a fancy new professional digital camera. Found out though that it was a toss-up between getting me a camera and a motorbike!!! That'll ( Read more... )

Well I'm back in Bradford again until Sunday. My stomach was in knots for the last hour and a half of the journey. I got to the house, locked my bedroom door and burst into tears. I was really not happy to be back. So far everythings been up and down. But I'll be very relieved when my Dad comes for me on Sunday ( Read more... )

OK I hate the fact that I get that bad monthly time. Not only because of the obvious reasons though, but because when mixed with angry feelings about an ex (and also causing the angry feelings I'm sure) it makes me do stupid things like putting my fist through my bedroom wall. So now I have a sore right hand, which had just heeled from when I ( Read more... )

Hmmm ok. Until a few days ago I was doing really well. The I had to ask her the question you should never ask - have you kissed him yet? I knew she had, I guess I just wanted it confirmed. Morbid fascination and all that. But yeah, not only did she kiss him for the first time in her bedroom, the room we shared, but also, she slept in that bed with ( Read more... )

The above statement was made while I was in a queue at an Indian takeaway a few nights ago. Three girls were sitting beside me, and one was telling the others about a girl they knew texting a guy they knew. And that was what she said to him. Now, if you imagine that being said in a very thick Glaswegian (Scottish) accent, and you can appreciate the ( Read more... )