Maynard James Keenan rules. The man has one of those voices I crave. I can't help but envy those out there, doing what they love, and ruling at it ( Read more... )

OK..just got back from seeing a movie with the girl. Was ok, pleasant. But this isn't right. Not when I know now its pretty much inevitable that she's going to start something, however brief/serious/whatever, with this new guy. If it wasnt for the magic plant right now I don't think I'd be able to stay calm. Need to hold on for two more weeks ( Read more... )

I hate being a graduate. Uni at least makes you feel like you have some sort of purpose in life. When I was reaching the end of my course I thought life after uni would be amazing, me and my girlfriend would work during the day, then spend the evenings together. That was all she wanted too. But of course, here we are, 3 months after graduating, ( Read more... )

I just woke up to that empty feeling you get when you realise she's not there. The sick-tasting feeling of deep regret and hurt. Sometimes I look at her and think theres still hope for us. Maybe a glimmer of love in her eyes, the playful, flirty smile she flashes. Then it disappears as quickly as it surfaces and I feel empty again. I am just not ( Read more... )

Well. Now that I've broken up with my girlfriend and awaiting my mother to call in response to the email I sent confirming that I will actually be going through with gender reassignment, today is yet another in a number of recent days to not be so great. I wish I knew really how other guys dealt with this stuff when they were getting raw deals. ( Read more... )

OK..I have only one month left to finish any uni work and then I'm done. So why is it that now I'm so close, I've slowed down to a near halt?! I just dont know..too much like my mum I spose. Also seriously need to think of some good ideas for girlfriends bday pressie with only 9 days left to think. Should be a productive weekend since I'm allll ( Read more... )

OK..I'm not what you'd call a fan of Limp Bizkit but I have to say, after watching Gothika last night, the end credit track "Behind Blue Eyes" was prob the best part of the film. Although...this is prob just me but the verse sounds uncannily like a slower version of Freddie Mercury's "Living On My Own". Weird.