People are many things, but mostly they are just naked bodies wearing costumes and naked minds doing the same. The best way to ruin a cute boy is for him to open his mouth. I hung out with Elliot and Vita, two of my coworkers, after work today; people don't have very much to say. I sat there watching him, the well-drawn facial structure, the ( Read more... )

I'm in the spotlight today. Happy times are here again, happy times are here to stay. I think, I hope. How can it be that something so silly to me, something that isn't even mine, a thing that is hardly real, can change the world, can cause an eclipse. Who knew how very much I depended on something imaginary. Why is it that this, so close to ( Read more... )

Scott Fry
1986 - 2006
Killed by a smile.
Leaves behind two roommates, a greiving family and one laptop computer.

I never knew that a smile could be a weapon of assasination, oh how little I knew then.

Curse you Elliot the Celliot.

If you stay very, very still, inside and out, then you can't feel anything. If you focus on the nothing and try to understand it then there's a chance that this feeling that could kill you if you named it, might only maim. If you think of nothing, and just follow routine, then its possible that you'll forget that there was a moment when you hoped ( Read more... )

These callous shadows
Antics seared to ink and pulp
Have become my bones

Tomorrow will no doubt be quite similar and quite different for good or ill.

These good days have come and gone
Their hours unremembered
Their lives unlived
Replaced by simple repition

And yet the echo of their memories
Forms that ephemeral gaze
Pulling us along towards history
So ( Read more... )

A wildflower in the winter ( Read more... )

Creation, impetus and yearning ( Read more... )

My heart is bitter with the terrible weight I have oft asked it to bear. My fate is unknown, my life alone, my joy in peril, my education up for grabs, my hope uncertain, my moods untamed, my life untenable and I must answer for it. It is my actions alone that have led me here, and only the same that will lead me hence. Oh god thou art so ( Read more... )

This is my hypothetical christmas list, hypothetical because some of the things I'm asking for may not be possible and any of them I might only hypothetically get, the rest of the title is probably self-explanatory ( Read more... )

The most important thing, that I never knew, is that things are shaky. The world isn't surrounded by a well-made oak-frame, encasing things carefully, but is just ragged edges. Everyone isn't as sure as they seem to be, and once you feel a little shaky yourself its hard to believe that you ever figured everyone else was so put-together. You ( Read more... )