Well, this is my first wedding sense the one we went to... Another nite of narcotics and alcohol trying to numb the pain. I wish you were there. It was nothing like the one we went to. I wish you would come back to me. I miss you sooooo much! Atleast they didn't play the song. Our song. I probably would have lost it if they played it. I even told ( Read more... )

Do you know what you have done to me? Do you realize what I've become because of this? Every nite I take more drugs and more alcohol so I don't have to think about how you abandoned me. Everyone fears death... I welcome it whole-heartedly. I can't wait for the day when my body cannot take it anymore and I don't wake up in this world. I'll wake up ( Read more... )

Meh, this sucks, I have soooo much I want to tell her. So many things that are happening, but I can't. :( I miss her soooooo much. I hope she is doing ok. I hope she doesn't forget about me... I hope she comes running into my arms again one day soon. I love her sooo much! Urg..............

Hello Everyone ( Read more... )

Seriously... this life is such a big fucking joke. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME OUT OF MY MISERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God damnit....... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck... I just want out ( Read more... )

Well, the nite started off REALLY shitty ( Read more... )

I'm preaching out... I can't stand this life I lead anymore....

Someone wake me up from this nightmare. Tell all of this is just a dream!

This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are ( Read more... )

Murder is a family value in almost every home ( Read more... )