i'm losing it.
in the best way possible.

i hope that when i get out of this, i will be exactly where i want to be.
it would be nice to not be alone.
but at this rate, that might happen.
we'll see.
either way, i'll survive.
i always do.

i am okay.
i am at peace with you.
i'm at a crossroads, looking forward.
and for the first time, you're standing next to me, not in front of me.

there is something seriously wrong with me.
i'm beginning to believe that i was meant to be a man.
i now know that i truly do have issues with monogamy
there are so many amazing women around me all the time.
and i'm playing them like they're magic the gathering cards.
and it's not even that i want to fuck them all or fuck them over ( Read more... )

i am a bad person.

fuck you.
and you.
and you.

i want myself back.

i miss you.
and i don't know how to deal with it.

my life is crazy right now ( Read more... )

life is good.

the internet has found me again.

i'm moving in a house near the beach with two wonderful ladies.

i smell like coffee too much these days, i work too much.

i'm growing my hair out.

i'm going on a diet.

i've been reading so many comics lately, that even my dreams look like them.

and.

i'm about to do a really big thing.

wish me luck.

and it begins.