so i quit the vet. i'm really sad about it, actually. i'll find another vet that will treat me better, hopefully ( Read more... )

i want so many things. i can't have them all. i have to choose which are worth it. which are right and wrong. which are good in the long run. i hate choosing ( Read more... )

i don't want things to be this way. i want us all to be happy.

why is that so difficult?

i haven't felt this tortured in a really long time.

i wish i knew what my feelings were. there are so many that processing them is just laughable.

in other news, i start my new job monday, am moving to my own apartment in the next month, and start school again.
i guess things are looking up.

oh, headache, leave me please.

does nothing that we had matter to you anymore? that you're so easily going to throw it, and me, away for some selfish, bitter, crazy bitch who doesn't deserve you and isn't good for you? do i really mean so little? you better hurry up and figure your shit out before i'm gone.

we will see.

fuck you and the fact that you have my heart.

so. um. yes ( Read more... )

so my last paper that i was assigned for this semester is a free topic. and i can't think of anything, go figure. so i would really appreciate some ideas and/or tips if anyone has any. ;D

"many people think it's weak to walk away. i disagree. anyone can fight, argue, bicker, or battle. that's easy, and most people do it. it takes a strong and i believe, wise person, however, to be willing to walk away."

february 28th reads: "become 25 percent less critical. with each lessening pf criticism, you'll experience a corresponding increase in your own level of satisfaction."

i'm going to start posting what each day says more often.