well after having to keep it a secret from the world for so long, i eventually announced on fb that I am expecting a baby fe - at 7 months gone! I got loads of lovely comments and likes from everyone which was so nice and made me actually feel like its a happy occasion! dont get me wrong, it is and has been by those who knew from the begining but i ( Read more... )

thought id post on what will be my last few hours of being able to say 'im in my twenties'. As per my prev post, ive had some amazing times, festivals, friends, nights out, meeting new people, relationships...also bad times with meeting the wrong people and making bad decisions! but i guess thats what the time is for...learning and making mistakes ( Read more... )

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well it definitely has been the week for reminiscing...first back on LJ like its 05/06 again haha,actually quite glad to be back on, cos its good to get your feelings out once in a while, plus nat and fee are back on too - yay ( Read more... )

well in a couple weeks time i will be 30. this age always scared me...it kinda is like, ok your not young anymore, you should prob be quite grown up and sensible now...and that is what im a bit meh about. I dont really wanna grow up and say oh im responsible now! I still feel young and want to be able to be silly or let loose every now and then ( Read more... )

6 years to be exact!!! Have to say that reading all my past journals, things arent much diff for me lol...still moanin bout men, my job and life!! Also every post was about my drunken exploits w the other fee which sadly doesnt really happen anymore..babies, mortgages etc have got in the way hehe. Still fun to read tho! Takes me back to all my fun ( Read more... )

yeh so im still unemployed, noone seems interested in me!! :( and i thot my CV was alright!! dunno whats goin on but having no money royally sucks! i wanna go shopping and go out and party. so bored sitting around the house all day :( but i will prob be complaining when i get a job 2 lol ( Read more... )

well its been 91 weeks since i update this and had forgotten all about it actually but fee has started hers up again, and of course...I have to join her!! - anyway it was fun ranting and raving every so often on here hehehe ( Read more... )

I'm a smitten kitten, totally and utterly smitten i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is all. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

must stop thinking too much. why do i let it get to me, you cant do anything about it fe!!!!!!!!!!!

emo-ness is approaching

this lyric (christina aguilera- hurt) pretty much sums it up:

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back