Ok so im single but i found out someone likes me hehe

Fuck.....i like how i dont write in this stupid thing until im sad ahahha. So fucking stupid. Its like the only reason these things exsist is so that people can bitch about there stupid sad lives ( Read more... )

So ya i havent written in this for some time now, but im back now. My pathtic life needs to be documented again so everyone can be like oh its emo scotty again blah blah, w/e fuck you blah.

What else in my life could go wrong?.....so much for optimistic outlook on life. My car that my parents gave me that has a bunch of shit wrong with it is costing me so much money. I knocked into the back of some girls car at school so i smashed my fender in, so thats gonna have to be replaced. My break pads had to be replaced plus my wheel from the ( Read more... )

How could this have happened.........Maybe im assuming things with her but the way things are at the moment it looks like i am cast aside and she has a new bf.what am i supposed to do?maybe i loved her to much and it turned her off.....or maybe she was just looking for a way to do it without to much trouble. IDK but im crused, the love of my life ( Read more... )

I had an interesting time in english for once. Today we read poems by T.S. Eliot and they effected me very deeply. The line "Eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow we die", keeps echoing through my head. I try and live my days like i could die at any moment wondering if the world we exist in isnt anything but an illusion used to hide the fact that ( Read more... )

grrrr i stayed home sick today....my head wound was acting up again and my stomach felt like shit this morning....so i stayed home and slept. Missy called me and made me feel loads better so it hasnt been that bad today. I am typing up my graduation announcments cause even though im sick i still have to dance to my mother nazi's tune. oh well miss ( Read more... )

Ya so today i have discovered a crazy turn of events......if you make your myspace spiffy u get more viewings making you look uberpopular...SCORE....lol i somehow thrive on the attention i get...Life is good, apart from my dog dying. that made me sad but she was sick and had artheritus or what not..so i guess it will be ok, oh well ill miss her.

Well today i had some crazy things happen.......i bought a new fish yayayayay. but after i got home this dumb guy from down the rode rolls up on his bike and he was like you drive to fast and i was like ok???? He says if i keep doing it large sharp objects will be thrown at my car.then he uses the ever scary line of that isnt a threat...its a ( Read more... )

Today i am saddened....Melissa still isnt talking to me over the fact that she thinks i said its her fault she cant go to camp cause she has cheerleading shit all summer.Fuck that why would i say that to her.im already sad cause i was gonna take her to an Eagles concert in Tahoe but i dont get to take her now sooo w/e....and then the person that i ( Read more... )