I'm tired of feeling let down, When I invest myself in someone. I want someone to return the love I give them, That's all I want. I thought this girl was perfect, or as close to it as I was allowed. I can't believe she would make me feel like this. I hate self preservation, why can't people realize that you are going to get hurt, no matter what you ( Read more... )

I'm so lost, I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself, but words escape me
It's too late, to save me
You're too late

Well, I can't remember what I posted last ( Read more... )

which is no surprise to J Lauren, and Margie (yes with a "G ( Read more... )

Oh shit!! It's tuesday, and I gots a membership to golds gym, oh yes! I need to get back into the swing of working out again, I need to get rozz to make me a schedule, so I can stick with it ( Read more... )

So, florida went well, but I couldn't speak when I wanted to.

Next weekend it's off to Clemson, and hopefully some snuggling with Brooke.

I miss Sarah so much, I hate coming home after a weekend with her!!

My mood is changing just a bit. You know what it's like to want someone you've dated for a while to not be happy? Well I do. But I think I'm getting to the point where I feel nothing. So, I've resigned myself to just be happy with life as it comes. I found a active duty job on post, working on the tanks we left back here in the states when we left ( Read more... )

I'm almost to the point where I hate you, I hate the memories I have of you. Fuck off

lets see... Had my birthday on the 8th. Graduated PLDC (Primary Leadership Development Course--an army thing) I scored in the top tenth percent of my class, Which got me on the commandant's list. I came home on saturday and moved my furniture back into my room, then went out with my bro. Went to a club, where I met a friend from middle/high school ( Read more... )

I slept in this morning, and I have my jeep back. The transmission cost me roughly 17 hundred dollars. I'd better take a shower and go deposit the check Ansley sent me before she spends that money and it bounces ( Read more... )