i don't know about people anymore, i mean its just that how can you have such a great person sitting in front of you and you just don't see them. i just can's stand it, i mean if i had such a great thing in front of me i would take it, and never let it go. who knows anymore. i just don't. well not like anyone is going to read this anyways. well i ( Read more... )

What will be remembered about me when i die. will i be remembered as a brother, a friend, a poet, or just forgotten in time like so many people!

I went for a drive and so much has changed. i saw a house that i had a lot of memories in has been torn down. there was still the water tower out back that had I <3 Brent on it. i had a lot of fun out there. made me wish i could go back in time and live it again. although i wouldn't change how it happened for i like the wa things are now and i don' ( Read more... )

things are ok i guess, i just have been feeling left out. i mean stoney and james and all them go riding with out me. i guess thats just the way the cooky crumbles. i haven't even beed riding in a while. i thought once we all had bikes we would have been riding all the time but i can only think of 3 times that we have all been riding. oh well i ( Read more... )

Friends, where are mine when i am sitting at home doing nothing. they are out riding with out me, oh well i guess. who needs friends to hang out with. i guess i am not so cool to hang out with anymore. i will live, i will just go out and ride by myself like i have been. its cool i have fun, things could be worse. at least i have my health, and ( Read more... )

Well Jenn was being weird last night and started being all like heart broken and all i should have given you a seconed chance and all sad. saying that she was hurting cuz she should never had let me go. then she was all like bye forever and so i got off line and then she texted me and said talk to me please. i mean i don't know what she is trying ( Read more... )

alone, missing my love thinking about her, wishing i was with her. wanting to be with her. wishing i could just be with her. hatting every moment i am not with her. god i hate being alone so much. i hate sitting here just looking at this computer screen all the damn time. i wish i had something better to do. but yet i don't. bored tired can't sleep ( Read more... )

Me and My mom got in a huge fight over nothing like always and things were said and done that both of us can never take back. but most of all i hate myself for not being able to help her with her propblems, and she dosen't want my help. it hurts me to see her destroy her life the way she does. i hate the way she treats me and my grandma sometimes, ( Read more... )

Things are going so great right now. I am so Happy with Stacy and things just couldn't be better. i have the greatest Friends, a great Girlfriend. I don't think i could ask for anymore. and i have to say thanks to Felisha (AKA)HAWTXJULY, she has been the greatest to me. THANK YOU SO MUCH, that and she was the one who talked me in to asking her out