Okay So i'm not dead I promise.. I just really fucking hate this journal.. Everbody who knows me KNOWS WHY I FUCKING HATE THIS JOURNAL... but anyway ... I should just delete it or something in the nature of that.. If you really wanna know how I'm doing I have myspace ( Read more... )

Well today me and my mommy and my sister are going to vist my grandmothers grave and put somemore flowers on them *sighs* It looked so nice with the head stone.. I stil miss her and honestly that will never change.. I am going to get shooting nautical star tat for her *nods* I think my mommy is gonna get one too but i honestly don't know for sure ( Read more... )

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Well here I sit again.. Gosh here I go posting again.. I had to clean out my g-mas desk yesterday That was hard.. I went to work today and look at the vacant desk.. Everyone at the office just loved on me the whole day.. Schools sucks.. But what are you going to do *Blah*

Well some of the family have left today and the house is sadly getting empty.. I honestly don't know if it has sunk in yet.. I know sadly when all the family leaves and it goes back to normal.. *laughs* I say normal so whatever .. I just don't know ..Things will get better Just not yet ( Read more... )

Well the funeral was today .. it was a nice service.. My g-ma really loved yall
<3

Well I was thinking this out and i really don't know how to put this in plain words.. My grandmother died on friday at the civic center.. she was going to see a hockey .. She went up to get coffee but she did not make it and she came down and my grandfather was saying "hey are you okay" she said "yeah" then he saw her and she laied her head on his ( Read more... )

I AM ALIVE I PROMISE..

Well eventfull day yesterday.. i went to the mall and got a hawthorne heights shirt.. then i went to Krystals.. and then.. *sighs* *holds my ribs as i look at everybody* i got into a car accident im okay.. i just think my ribs slammed aginst the car.. GUYS IM SCARED.. I SAW THIS SHIT HAPPEND.. My mom said "o shit" grabbed me pulled me back and ( Read more... )

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