im bored.

Are you ever too old to do what you love? I've been cheerleading my entire life, as long as I can remember. And I've always been pretty good at it. Not to be cocky or anything it was just something that came natural to me. I haven't cheered in 6 years and now I have this opportunity to try out for an open team. . . But I'm having doubts. One minute ( Read more... )

I don't keep up with this as much as I used to. But I'm going to do my best from here on out to keep it updated. Unfortunately though I have to go to work now...

peaCe.

It's days like today that I wish I were a cat. I'm sitting here looking at Riley, sleeping on the couch curled up in the littlest ball. This is after she annoyed the crap out of me, trying to jump up on the counter. Life just seems like it would be so wonderful as a cat. Her daily schedule consist of: wake up, run up and down the hallway ( Read more... )

It feels go to be ME. And I'm finally learning to be independent.

haven't exactly made it far in my thoughts. im still at the same fucking place i have been this whole time. when i think im sure what i want, something makes me rethink that and second guess myself. wtf. i'm in this for ME. not for anyone else. why is that such a hard road to follow. i think sometimes i care too much. who really knows. still no job ( Read more... )

pfff what's that odds of that song coming on first when I open up Pandora. Crazy how sometimes a song will fit perfectly to what's going on in your life. Ever more often than not I feel like it happens to me. I mean even if it's just a line, at least you know someone else out there felt the same way as you at some point. Still life is crazy ( Read more... )

I just don't get it. its possible to go from one extreme to the very next in a matter of seconds and the rest of the world could care less whats going on in your own little fucked up world you call a life. but it still goes on. no matter what. m-f'r. I'm just tryin to be ME. yano? tryin to figure out who I AM. What I'm here for. I know its some ( Read more... )

I spose it's been a while since i've written in this bad boy. I just changed it up a lil bit more to my liking at the moment. WEird how my taste changes so quickly. But it does and so I deal with it and anyways, i enjoy the challange of html. I dont know it that well but well enough to understand the basic shit I want to change ( Read more... )

I got a new job. WOO! I love it. I'm now working at Montys and I serve and hostess. I'm making much better money now and it feels so nice to actually have money on me. YAY! Me and Dylan are working on 7 months together. =) He still makes me happy like the first day. Amazing. I LOVE HIM! Just so you know. k? I just wanted to write a lil tho. I'm ( Read more... )