Im dying. And I dont give a FUCK.

The only way I sleep at night is if I stay awake every other one. Night that is.

Back in Miami for a few months.Tequesta is the worst place in the world. Its a relief not to have to pretend. I either love you or hate you, theres no in-between anymore. Gainesville is going to be perfect, Sorry.

I dont think I hate the people I thought I hate.

Suck. Boring. Lame. Loud.

In 15 minutes Im going to be 20. How fucking cool is that?

The very last month I will ever be a teenager. Unless I find some pretty sucker, and make that bitch my wife. Which isnt likely.

I dont give a damn bout my BAD REP-U-TATION!

Me and Ana are both rotten people.

Tonight was sssssooooo good. Ana fixed "the mess", Kirk bought us hot chocolate and movies, and we had a great big warm fire outside. AND THE WHOLE HOUSE TO OURSELVES!

I would hate to have been somebody else today.

Matt. Matt. Matt.

Devvvvvviiiiinnnnnn. Hot.