so had this dream last night, one of those quick ones that seems to be 5 seconds long ( Read more... )

oh shit. i still check this daily for some reason and since its hoppin lately why the fuck not ( Read more... )

well guess i'm not going to see pedestrian deposit/oscillating innards tonight... fell back asleep for 2 hours after my alarm went off and missed my train. kinda funny, this date weighed heavy in my quitting target, and now for nothing. pretty pissed. guess the only place i'll go tonight is the liqour store.

quit target the other day. wasnt really planning to but got into a tussle with manager man cause he scheduled me for last friday making it a six day week without asking, i didnt come in and as a consequence was "written up". and this apparently pissed him off so much he didnt give me the day i want off this week (as well as the 17th) even though i ( Read more... )

man sunn o))) was so loud last night... stage lined from end to end with amps ontop of the house system... probly louder then merzbow in '01 which was the loudest show i've seen, 70 mins standing there in horrible heat was a real endurace test. boris was good to though i thought it couldve done without the rock parts which is probly why i dont own ( Read more... )

after getting up to piss and having a dream in which i was doing my job of putting boxes on a shelf at target, i went back to sleep saying i'd better have a good one to make up for the numerous shitty working at target related dreams lately. so the brain then delivered a good one. i was in posession of some small tattered book bound in leather and ( Read more... )

( no fun )

tonight i hung out in a regular ol bar 'tommys tavern' in brooklyn for a few hours. went to see pedestrian deposit play but the show started way late, so there i sat near the merch table with jon/pd (who was dressed eerily similar to me) for over 2 hrs while frat looking bar types drank and middle aged happy life facade failures played pool. ( Read more... )

took my roadtest after work this morning and passed.. one less thing to think about. so ive got my liscence, cellphone, job... doing good at playing human reality right now i suppose. feel like i could smash my head through a wall at anytime though and would be a sobering venture ( Read more... )

uh, no pot, real bored ( Read more... )