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I feel as though I'm merely a flick of dust hidden on a back shelf somewhere, waiting to be cleaned up and wiped away in the the air. I can't seem to utter and change into my life, no matter how hard I aim to try. I continue to be positive and want to pursue a new direction. What exactly, I'm not sure, but I know I'm not happy with what I'm doing. ( Read more... )

My nails and fingers are a complete disaster at the moment. I'm back to chewing every little bit of skin off the edges. It's a disgusting habit that I can't stop myself from doing. I try to keep my nails long but it's actually when they start to grow that I become tempted to bite them all off again ( Read more... )

completed the mammoth task of tidying my room. it still needs cleaning though. fished out my old camera and gonna get my act together, buy a battery, some film and start using it.

next. bathroom. need to chuck things away again and just generally sort the place out.

lit a cinnamon candle. it's like i walked into autumn itself.

i'm in bed. exhausted. drinking chai tea and listening to a beautiful mellow playlist. glorious.

a good weekend ahead, yes, a fun weekend. i'm rather excited.

I'm desperately trying to gain control of my life back. It's been a mess too long. I can't believe there are so many one year anniversaries coming up. I'm afraid to say that this will be a very hard time for me. I try so hard to keep my head. My dearest friend I have called me one of the strongest people she knows. I want to believe it, but inside ( Read more... )

am tipsy, and listening to Band of Horses ( Read more... )

hundreds of nameless people. i walk past you almost everyday. we make eye contact. you say hello. i smile and swiftly walk past the window.

but it'll never work.

you are a butcher. i'm a vegetarian.

i constantly feel disenchanted with the world i'm living in.

http://youtu.be/ZsXKa97J6pM

two new jobs. been and one for almost a month now, i'm really enjoying it. the other one i start tomorrow, so will see how that goes. i have a good feeling about it ( Read more... )