look around you. all you see are sympathetic eyes.

[scream_o]

i don't know how to start this. I don't like being around people. I prefer to be by myself. I enjoy my friends, but people in general are assholes. being alone, you don't have to deal with other people's shit. it's just you and your mind, which sometimes can be just as bad. but all you have to face is yourself. you can't run from it. it's better

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[sbodikins]

i love mrs. robinson - the song and the movie (chiefly because dustin hoffman is gorgeous ... especially as an old man ... mmm ...) anyhow

[scream_o]

yeah it's kind of wierd when you develop situations in your mind..and then you try to tell someone about it and they look at you like you've got 3 heads. and then when reality hits and you realize everything that you've thought about for..however long..it's not real and you're the only one it makes sense to..that is the worst.

and i like high school. i really do. but the drama is something i will never miss.

have a good night too.

[naked_as_i_came]

were all to much the same. thats all that has to be said. you know that...because we talked about it on new years when isolated ourselves from everyone else at the party. and i think just the other day we were talking about how much we hate people because theyre assholes. i for one hate it when people tell me that they know how you feel and all that shit...but i for one think that i do know how you feel towards people...maybe im just crazy...

[scream_o]

i think it's kind of wierd that just now, we are realizing how similar we are. and i think you are one of the only peopl that does really know how i feel about people. and it's nice to have somebody to relate to.
you're not crazy.

[retro_pfloyd77]

I agree with some of it. High school is a lot of petty bullshit. I can't stand drama, which is why I avoid it all costs...although, sometimes it is unavoidable because I automatically get stuck in the middle of things. Told to choose sides and if I don't they'll both hate me. Arg. I see where you are coming from though.

Ashley<3

[scream_o]

yeah..

[wideeyedwishes]

I agree. But then sometimes I think too much and I need people around to stop me from thinking myself into ...I don't know what.

[scream_o]

i don't know what the word is. sometimes it's depression. i guess you can sum it all up in "badness."

[wideeyedwishes]

" Nickle "
we must hang out sometime, it's been a while.
I <3 you. :)

[scream_o]

kass. yes. <3.