this day has just been too bad. paige and krystal were up each other's asses, therefore being total bitches to me. i don't give a fuck if they did share a room this weekend and "bond", they are not going to be bitches to me! since the graduation exam is this week, we stayed in the lunchroom and watched lord of the rings. <3 ( Read more... )

my mummy is having surgery today. i won't see her until saturday night. ;**[

feel better mommy.

50 minutes of dirty suicides. gr...

i think... chris and i are over. we were talking earlier, and he was being nice, but not sweet. gr, im tired of trying.

i'm in a great mood, and nothing is going to ruin it. my new outlook on life is kick ass. ;D

warped tour in atlanta or florida... who will take me?

chris wants a week to think about what he wants. he's got it. ;D

ugh. i can't feel anymore. i refuse to feel anything else.

chris promised we would do something tonight, it's 8:28, and he still hasn't called, so fuck it.

i'm through with love.

he finally called. wee. ;D we're doing something later when he gets back from birmingham with his mummy. ;D

justin called me. angel left him, and she's 2 months pregnant with his child. dumbass.

i haven't spoken with chris since wednesday. i've tried to be patient, really i have, but it hurts. i mean, it's like he just dropped me without any warning. i wrote him one more e-mail asking if we're doing anything tomorrow... i guess if he doesn't reply.. it's over. and this is it. no more love for me. maybe i'm just not meant for love. ;/

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ugh.... what the fuck did i do to deserve this shit? chris didn't call tonight. i called him twice, both times someone else answered and said he was 'busy'. what the fuck ever.

why do you always cause me such pain? why am i your little fuckin toy? you make me cut. fuck you!

he didn't call me last night... he was doing so well with the calling thing. ;[

thanks for making my icon sarah. ;D

chris said he would call back, and he hasn't yet. it's 10:10. fuck him.

and no chris, you can't count that one, cause i'm crying right now... and it doesn't count when i cry. ;[