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I FINISHED MY ESSAY!!!!!!!! and it only took 6.5 hours. do you love it? oh and then today at college i sat on the grass as i ate lunch with my new pal abby. she is super cool, likes a lot of the same stuff as i do and she's a christian too. anyway we were eating and talking and watching this underground hip-hop/rap group from LA. they are called ( Read more... )

i don't know what i would do with my life once i got my bachelors in psychology. therefore i have no drive, no determniation and no real goals at this point. i feel like i get up everyday and just go through the motions. i don't really want to be at ucr right now. my heart isn't in it. and i know it would be very very wise to stay in school and get ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Which Spice Girl Are You?"

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i just woke up from a nap. i love naps. i fell asleep to the garden state soundtrack. sweet. and then i found this random cd in the case. it's rob's i think. he's the only one who had my garden state cd. i think it's radiohead. yeah. OH! and it has a 22 on it. GOOOD.

I freakin love the number 22. Yeah, I've been seeing it for about two years now. I think. Something like that. Anyway I see it all the time. I pray a lot as I drive and usually after everytime I get done praying I see that number. Usually on a lisence plate. I have even said to myself "ok i'm gonna see 22 right..NOW!" and I did, twice. One time I ( Read more... )

today was a beautiful day. it had to have been 90 degrees outside. amazing. i love the sun. it makes me feel happy. but that soon wore off. now i feel a little sad. i guess i am letting the insignificant things in life get to me. it doesn't matter, so i should just get over it...right? right! but i am having a difficult time doing so.

yeah i'm insane. i'm over it. yup. i'm a poop body and i hate a lot of things right now and i hate that i hate those things. gosh!! i'm in a semi-funk. my bff alicia and i are going to san fransisco in a few weeks. that will be an awesome getaway. we both need it.

wow i haven't updated this thing in a long time. lately work and about a dozen other things have been stressing my brains out. until last week. i talked to my dad about it and just cried. i cried for like 20 minutes and was a total baby about my life being so horrible. i'm not sure if that late night talk with my dad was what i needed but since ( Read more... )

i just talked to jamie. he was sitting on a balcony looking at the ocean in hawaii. it was tight. i wish i was there.