someone just said something to me and it hurt. i never thought that it would hurt coming from them. does that mean that there are hidden feelings? what the heck? i hate boys. oh well, there's always ice cream.

okay now my mom is saying that i should move to catalina or something for the summer and work. just to get out of the 909. she wants me to "experience life" how can i do that if it costs sooo much freaking money?!?!? oh my oh my.

now my mom is saying that she wants me to have a cell. so i need to save money for a cell and a car, but not save money for a cell?!?!?! i am soo confused.

i just spent 30 minutes arguing with my mom online about 1)saving money for a car 2) the fact that my dad is not paying for my own line anymore and that i am getting a freaking cell phone and (okay ma, i am getting rid of my room phone!) 3)money for a freaking car!!! oh my goodness this lady i don't know what i am going to do with her ( Read more... )

tonight was my first night having my own station. it wasn't too bad. i work again tomorrow night from 2-10pm. someone come in and see me!!! yeah life is good. my butt and back are bright pink. i uhm went tanning for a little too long, and it hurts to sit down. ouchie.

1. went to school
2. came home and tanned in my backyard
3. took a shower and went back to school to watch the last pep rally (it made me sad and i felt a tear coming on)
4. went tanning again...this time i paid 5 dollars for the skin cancer
5. going to the mizall to buy prom shoes and jewelry. yay

So I'm working at Jenny's now too. I am way stoked because I get to serve and make da monies! So anyhow guess what my number is there?!?!?!?!?!?!

TWENTY TWO!!! I was so in awe when the manager told me that. Oh dude. Yeah. So OMG dude I am a waitress. Yesterday was my first day and I did pretty good. One table left me 5 bucks. This is cool ( Read more... )

Last night Alicia and I rented "Chasing Liberty!!!" and we say J and Jeremy. It was neat ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. I am a fag. I started feeling all bummy this afternoon and then I got a feeling like I shouldn't go to the show tonight, so I didn't. I'm sure I missed out on some awesome stuff. :( Yeah it was weird. Maybe something bad could have happend to me while I was there. Nonetheless, God did not want me to go, because I obviously didn't ( Read more... )

The grass looks so inviting ( Read more... )