let the world change you, & you can change the world.

school has started last monday, & right now i feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it cuz i haven't gone. or maybe it's because i ate a lil too late tonight. well i haven't gone yet cuz i have the stupidest schedule in the world. i'll have to call the school on monday & make an appointment with my guidance counselor to sort this mess out ( Read more... )

i lit up & now i'm IMing people.
i feel smarter.
:D:D:D

new day. new month. new startfrom this day on i just wanna forget every bad thing about the past & just fully focus my attention towards the future. i guess i'm ready for school to finally begin, & i wanna put all my energy to do better than last year. i hope this year i will meet better people. i also hope that i'll stop being so shy around new ( Read more... )

i still remember when you came over my house last saturday, the 14. it's still fresh in my mind like every good or bad memory that i have of you. you came over cuz kathy left a message on your voicemail while she was drunk. she said that you were so messed up on the way you've been to me, hurting my feelings... even possibly breaking my heart. you ( Read more... )

today was alright. i went to the library to get some books &movies. i stayed home for most of the day, then my sister came later on to pick me up to watch a movie. she left the baby here so my mom would look after it. we were suppose to watch the bourne supremacy, but some how it was too late. we ended up just driving around queens. great, more ( Read more... )

i went to work with my dad today. it was so boring though. but at least i got out of the house. i gotta go back tomorrow &help him. but i dunno, i'm getting the chance of doing something rather than staying home sitting on my ass all day, &i guess i've gotten so used to it that i don't even wanna go back tomorrow. either because i have to wake up ( Read more... )

i wish i had a sleeping pill right now.
today is so boringggggg.

just got back home from alx's baby shower. i dunno why i came online. it was koo. aileen, courtney, darlene, kathy &some family came. we got rained in cuz the baby shower was in the backyard. this guy hugo's (who i guess is my 3rd cousin) gansta cuz he gave me beer. i forgot to bring my mom cake ( Read more... )

brazil just made a point.
that's what i thought.