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a night of foreign films, who’s the boss, tofutti ice cream, painting, dancing around naked, reading, writing, thinking, and a nice long bath with candles surrounding me is something I really needed. I’ve needed it for awhile. I’ve been trying to keep busy to not think things through, but I decided I need to take a break. You can’t always run away ( Read more... )

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I have been waiting ALL summer for this weekend.

It's only the greatest event IN THE WORLD!

Royal Oak's Annual Antique and Garage Sale!

A whole parking structure full of garage sales! wooo hooo

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Toronto + Broken Social Scene + Do Make Say Think + modest mouse + my favortie person in the whole world (aka andrea) + gay pride weekend + camping + the beach = the most fun I’ve had in a real real long time.

Now I must pack for South Haven. I’ve been told that "this is will be the best time of our young lives!!" Chad better keep his promises!

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If I didn't think, I'd be much happier...
If I didn't have any sex organs I wouldn't waver on the brink of nervous emotion and tears all the time.

Lets run away to California.

or anywhere.

Just Leave.

Forever.

trapped in my thoughts

you repeating like a machine gun

phantasmagoria

the time's pelting me.

over

and

over

and

over

again.

The tears felt good for once. not from joy, but relief. But there is still so much more. There will always be more inside of me.

I don’t sleep. I just want to be able to erase memories. I know they (who ever “they” would be…) say “what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger”…blah blah blah. It might have never killed me, but it definitely didn’ ( Read more... )