im sooooooooooo tired. maybe ill go to sleeepppppp.............
or not.

he's married what the fuck?!
oh well. but yeah, since sara burned me wednesdat 13 ive been on this whole omg wednesday thing.
but whatever. today wasnt so productive. just skewl. fun stuff eh? well nuthins happened yet. im probably gunna call sara later tonight sooooo
till then.
peace out my peeps.

well today i went to sara's house and cody came over. it was fun. i wish i could have stayed longer but oh well. so we spent the whole time messin around. toward the end sara and cody takled me and tryed to shove a wraper up my nose. but i won. it was funny. im definatly hanging out with sara and cody more often. but yeah thats about all i did. ( Read more... )

ummm. gay. sooo what to talk about ( Read more... )

im crying right now.
i hate this part of me (the part that screams "i have the emotions of a ten year old mexican girl!")
well you can just die

you can say it if you want to...
what if the world just stopped,
stopped and thats it...what would happen.
total silence and serenity, thats what.

i had my first counseling session toda. it was kinda gay. i dont like my counselor. mostly cuz hes reccomending me to a phsyciatrist so i can be treated for moderate-severe depression. sooo i guess there is something wrong with me. there trying toput me on antidepressents...sooo if i get a bit edgy well im sorry ahead of time.

i want to thatnk everyone for being sooo suportive.
im probably gunna be moving afterall.
i talked to my dad last night and we think we got all the kinks worked out. im gunna be getting a jod to help my mom pay off all the "extra expenses".
soooo i guess ill start the countdown now:
starting at 8 weeks 4 days...

umm...this is really hard for me. im in a predicament and i dont know aht to do. ive thought about it for weeks and now im down to this. ok her goes. i think i might be moving to arizona in the next couple months (summer vac.) cuz i wanna go and live with my dad. its really depressing to be leaving everyone so suddenly and im worried that people ( Read more... )

while i st here alone in the dark, listening to what your doing and who with makes me want to cry, because without realization your throwing both of our lives away...