Anna Nicole.....has died.

it was a plan created by the government. the whole family will be wiped out by summer. just you wait and see.

this week is messed up. 
I'm going to a wedding saturday. I have a really sweet dress and theres gonna be an open godiva bar. pumped.

I'm trying this thing where I only write about personal things in my for real journal-then eventually I can put it to good use for my creativity. I'll only be updating with show news and reviews that I plan on writing in the near future. If I ever stop being so fucking lazy. Oh yeah, and for lame surveys like this one. yeyyy. p.s im way sick and I ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that weekends were only created so useless people like me have an excuse to be lazy ( Read more... )

So the holiday season is officially over. Its funny how there's so much trouble, yelling, confusion, and rushing for something so short.
Christmas Eve I spent with my dad and his family in Queens. Usual fights over politics and unnecessary topics. I almost fell asleep over the fight my step mom and uncle had over the Knicks and why they suck. 
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20 facts about me. Because I'm for real that bored.

1. Ever since I was little I have been deathly afraid of E.T. Not just the movie, but that creepy little alien in general. 
2. If given the opportunity and money--i would eat mexican food practically every day. I love it so much. 
3. I find it hilarious, amusing, and flattering that people try to ( Read more... )

In two days I will know whether or not William Paterson will be my future college. I'm really stoked because I know this school will be the best thing for me. They are one of the greatest schools for the arts/music and I know I will learn so much there. I hope the head of admissions knows how passionate I am about this. I'll make sure she knows ( Read more... )

i can't complain right now. honestly. i have great friends whom i love dearly, i have a family that accepts/loves me for who i am and what i want to be. i have big dreams that i'm willing to work for and i have opportunities that some people will never have the chance to experience and feel. not to mention i have a job again and i am saving up for ( Read more... )

"I love how when I want something people say something to make me feel like shit for wanting it ( Read more... )

We'll win championships ( Read more... )

"you'll enjoy this. you really will"
I'm looking forward to the future.
Something that usually scares me so much.
"its okay you don't have to grow up"
"you have nothing to worry about. believe me."
we don't tell lies anymore.
the truth is what really is reassurring
because that's what family does.
masks with fake smiles and warm beating hearts are ( Read more... )