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i couldn't get rid of this little guy. it's too cute.

So, I keep having dreams that I get my teeth knocked out/my teeth fall out. I do not swallow them, therefore I am not pregnant. I don't know what the fuck is going on but when I wake up I run my tongue over my teeth to make sure they aren't loose. Dentures and vaneers creep me the fuck out--maybe that has something to do with it. Like...lose your ( Read more... )

It's official--I no longer have to walk into the worn doorways of Morris Hills High School again. Yesterday was stressful with so much to do, family to see, and thoughts swarming in my head. We had a breakfast that I didn't eat at, I put on an orange comfy dress, and went to a chinese buffet with my dad and step mom. He gave me books and the ( Read more... )

I kept the right ones out ( Read more... )

Alfie is the shittiest piece of shit movie ever. Damn them for trying to make audiences feel bad for a motherfucker that cheats on a girl that he's with that truly loves him and damn him for being disloyal to his best friend by sleeping with the girl that he was crying over daily. Damn him. And Susan Sarandon. Fuck everyone in that movie. Except ( Read more... )

Friday: Student Production. Cute and great twist. Too bad I knew about this twist before the play even started rehearsals. I got teary eyed during "Save Me". Damn you Freddie Mercury and your amazing lyrics. Spider Man 3. Laughed when I wasn't supposed to. Black Spidey=Pete Wentz. End of story ( Read more... )

So things are gradually getting back to normal. It makes me really happy. I'm not scared to talk to my mom anymore and we're talking and laughing a lot. I have so many ideas reeling in my head. I just need the time to get them out. I'm so excited for them. Next week: placement tests at college. Spiderman 3 and best weekend ever. Hotels, tans, ( Read more... )

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this week i've had a lot of alone time to just hang out by myself, take a deep breath and enjoy my own space. i've come to realize how lucky i am. considering my amazing family, friends, and the endless times something amazing has happened to me. the mental lists of things i want to do and people i want to meet has become smaller and smaller. the ( Read more... )