wow..life has been pretty fucking wierd lately. I dont know how i get into shit all the time, i really dont. Ever since i came t this stupid ass yank country iv been trying to become a new me, a mistake-less flawless me, a me that wont dissapoint people constantly with my stupidness, for once i wish i could have my mom look at me and see innocence ( Read more... )

so baisically for the last few months iv been chillaxen. School ended greatly, but tarted so fuckin soon man..its my last yr of highschool which is awsome. tHERES BEEN GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES ( Read more... )

wow talk about 'long time.' Im in flordia, dayton acctually. I know. What the fuck am i doing here you ask? Well this is acctually where we were moved to..but dude itssss fucking badass!! I live two houses from megan, half a block from matt, to cut it short all my mates are no further then 3 block away from me! Itssss sooo kickass!! Our school is ( Read more... )

a couple of weekes left here. ahhhhhhhhhh i cant even update

we leave in ... 30 days. THIRTY DAYS! thats practicaly tomorrow. this is SUCH bullshit. im so fucking angry right now. my sttopid whore of a mom, and that dildo she married. ANd my sisters wanna go..NO ONE IS ON MY SIDE. lol. i dont need their sides.. it wudnt work anyways.. its all planned. Apparently we're moving to Boca somthing.. in Florida. ( Read more... )

.this.is.ridiculous. i CANNOT begin to believe they are even CONSIDERING IT. My moms husband.. is ..a ..complete FAGGET. Maersk is wanting to re-locate his division to the fucking states man. THE UNITED STATES. Thats practicaly outter space. I am in shock. The only positive point is that megans,jax,matts n kyles (and a few other ppl that rnt really ( Read more... )

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we had skool on SUNDAY!! Y'all wanna say fuck that.. fuck that fuck that! thats what i said. They wanted the 'drama society' to attend a WHOLE day rehersal..from fookin 8am till 3pm. Yeah FUCK THAT. they sent personalised letters home to us, well me megan kyle matt. And so our parents knew. Its so gay. so i said kyle wos taking us, so he picked us ( Read more... )

i met up w/travis.. i wos such a dildo. uhhhh.. we were sittin around n talken and then jo came and we jst talked n stuff and then theyr like oh u wanna come round to jos and i wos like i dnno..u guys r leaving in like 10mins and travis is like oh come on ash and im likee emm nah and jos like its up to u and travis is like dont be a party pooper ( Read more... )