school is in 6 days.
i am completely unsure of how much i want to go back now...

so i thought of a good question today while talking to a friend.

if i had a time machine, would i take anything back?

now i know that my life motto is no regrets, and all that jazz, but honestly...would i?

yes.

however i don't know where i would begin to take things back.
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i am going to do something that makes me happy.

i am quitting school after spring and moving to maryland with jared while he is in the air force.

this is what i want.
not for anyone else.

i just don't know how to break it to more of my friends & family.

no one really gets it do they?

if i don't txt you, i don't want to talk to you.
if i don't flirt back, i'm not intrested.
if i make a jerk out of you, i don't like you at all.
if you ask me to entertain you or be interesting, that's pushing it.

honestly.

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Now playing: Mayday Parade - Miserable At Best

typical person x: hey
me: hi
typical person x: hows it goin?
me: alright
me: you?
typical person x: not too bad
typical person x:: so what are you up to on this glorious day? lol
me:  just sitting and relaxing
me:  you?
typical person x: alot of the same
me:  cool
typical person x: eh
typical person x: lol
me: : hah
typical person x: would you like to maybe do ( Read more... )

i am fed up ( Read more... )

i am so, so stupid.
or just really, really dumb.

i said some truly nasty things to jake today, and i feel awful.
i just don't trust/look at him the same.

FML.

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proudly, i must say that i've had two sober parties in a row.
& i very well may have found my calling, bartending!

my friend eli is a brother at the house we always party at, and he invited me to do it last weekend, and it was so great that i jumped on board this weekend.
i made money out of the deal too, which is good because i was broke as a joke.

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i'm so exasperated that i could just throw something.

i hate men.

ugh, too tired to type.

kso, day after christmas.

still making a huge mistake

shopping lataaa.
ohhh!