last night, lisa and i went to sleep at my house. avoiding at all costs, "the place to be" and with the convienent swollen glands, this was accomplished. with a few minor set backs ( Read more... )

last night my dad asked his girlfriend to marry him.
he's asked before, my dad isn't a serious person. he's an alcoholic and he'll never grow up. when i was younger he spent all of my moms money..she hasnt recovered finacially or otherwise. i wanted to scream

i was born in fifty minutes. i made a promise to myself that i wish i could follow through on. I wouldn't live to see 18. I wouldn't be an adult. I wouldn't let myself be alone. Now i'm so alone...

I'm sure you understand.

more grown up and a better daughter

things shouldn't hurt ( Read more... )

she's a lush and i hate it.
i know how you feel

Listen to How Am I Doin' by Dierks Bentley. i want you to be happy and then very hurt. Hey, you're the reason i'm moving away. That's right. I want you to know i'm through with hurting. We're through with hurting. We're done with hurting. I'll try to hurt you one more time. i'm going to leave a letter on your door step. I'm going to tell you about ( Read more... )