Maybe I should start writing in this again?...

I hate crying... I hate thinking back.... I hate what I just found out...  I hate that he fucking cheated on me... I hate that he fucked her and then fucked me...  I've lost all of the respect I've ever had.... I fucking hate you... I hate that he's such a scumbag... I hate how every fucking word that came out of his mouth was a lie.... I hate how ( Read more... )

Aloha!  Wow havent updated in forever, but I'm not here to talk about life, just wanted to let everyone know about my going away party.

Ok so I leave Aug. 18-------------------------- On August 15 I will have a going away party to all that would like to come...  Times are not definite yet but it will most likely be during the day or some crap ( Read more... )

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I feel like I'm going to puke....

I dont want to know......... I dont want to know...  I dont want to know anymore...

Someday its going to be ok.... you know it will be

Deep breath....  It's really ok... 

                                     AAHHHHHxstopxallxthisXcrapxlikexhardxcore!

I x under x stand x its x like x cool x to x put x's everywhere x cause x it x makes x you x look x badass x ok x WE x GET x IT!! youre x a x badass... youre x a x punk.. maybe x you x listen x to x SOME x hardcore x stuff...  either x way WE x GET x IT!!

X ( Read more... )

I was sitting there and you were just staring at me. Wow, I had almost forgotten just how beautiful your eyes were.  I kept looking back at you, your eyes were always on me. I loved it but I wondered why. You had that look; that look that I love, the look that I feel in love with. You reached out your hand and grabbed mine. Your hand was so cold. I ( Read more... )

And I've been trying way too long
                        Only pushed the way off to fight you
                                   Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not sure
                                            Getting off my chest, the story ends

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LAST...
movie you bought = Oh word! Its been a while... man I think it may go back to the Dane Cook DVD that was a while ago!!
song you listened to = Show off  "Put your arms around me.."
song that was stuck in your head = "Exhale...... another wasted breath the television steals the conversation..."
CD you bought = Azure Ray... SOOooo good!
CD you ( Read more... )

I just want you to be there for me ( Read more... )